When I woke up today, I found a missed call from Elizabeth on my phone. We're supposed to hang out tomorrow as planned. I really wanna watch a movie. Up until now, I haven't seen Wolverine. But then, it looks like things are changing again. The conversation turned out into a spat. Geez... we haven't really gotten back together and it looks like it's worse now.
You see, last week, my mom and I went house-hunting and we found this house in Dona Juana in Pasig. It's like two minutes away from my condo. I fell in love with it and it's a place that I'd wanna spend the rest of my life with. It's called Garnet Villas. It's one of 5 townhouses that are totally alike.It's three stories high with three bedrooms and two T/B. Please bare with the photo because I only used my phone.
In February, I moved out of our house in Valle Verde 1 because my evil Aunts are coming over for a visit from the U.S. and Spain. Our Valle Verde 1 home is basically where we all grew up. Since I hated my Aunts, I really didn't wanna see them during their two months' stay here so I decided to move out which explains why I live in a condominium now. For Elizabeth, it was a bad decision for me to move into a condo with my dog and my best friend. It was definitely an impulsive move but wew really didn't have time. We left the Valle home a week from their arrival date. That's right, we adopted my best fried into our family. She has been an orphan since after college and being with my family was the biggest blessing in her life. I was not going to ditch her just like that, you know. So we decided to move in to this condo together. She's not the type who can live alone and it was just right for us to move in together. But, Elizabeth thought otherwise.
A week after we moved in to the condo, she bought a lot in Taguig for reasons that I couldn't understand and saw as her way of getting back at me. When Elizabeth and Crystal planned about the house to build on that 250 sq. m. lot, I really was not part of it. They were planning about their rooms and they even drew these on paper. They were telling me about it and I was completely out of the picture. How would anyone expect me to feel good about that? I was originally not part of the plan and I was simply left out but I just let it pass. Talks about that lot came up again and at that time, they included me in the picture. I did volunteer to be the one to spend in putting up the house but it was like 99% against my will due to a lot of repercussions along the way. I knew that there would be numerous questions around us putting up that house. I knew that it was going to be unwanted by her family and mine. For the past months, I tried to convince myself that it was feasible. I lost myself sometimes into thinking that she can easily throw me out when we fight because that house would be built on her lot.
When we broke up for the nth time two weeks ago, I thought that it would only make sense for me to buy my own house. A house that I can be comfortable living in and a house where I can take them both in. My parents are migrating in a few months to the U.S. and I would definitely need a home of my own. Valle is not an option anymore with my Aunts meddling. I did not see Taguig as an option. I'm supposed to be the man in this relationship and it is but right for me to put a roof over Elizabeth and Crystal (if there still is a relationship), not the other way around. I'm not getting any younger and truthfully, I can feel my body aging. I have to do this now, otherwise I wouldn't be able to in the future. And now I found this house, she's telling me that I'm doing this to get back at her. WTF?????????
99% of my brain cells are telling me that this should just stop. I love her with all my heart and soul but this is just ridiculous. I am not happy right now and I don't see myself being happy in the future with her.